blindingsight

 2012 is officially WEDDING YEAR in my world.  Aside from the two weddings I am in, there are three upcoming weddings (well, two weddings and one commitment ceremony/civil union if you want to be technical.  THERE ARE TUXES AND VOWS AND CAKE AND ALSO PEOPLE WHO ARE IN LOVE.  IT'S A WEDDING.  Sorry, I have ~feelings that sometimes are best expressed in Capslock.) 

Anyway.  Weddings.  And I am reminded that I have no other single friends.  Co workers I am friendly with and casual acquaintances who are single and could possibly eventually become my friends? Sure, lots of those people are single.  But someone I am close enough to and am not horribly awkward around who I can ask to accompany me to a wedding of two people they don't know?  Yeah, no. 

And going to weddings alone is awful.  (I did that in October, it sucked more than anything has sucked ever)  But I can't not go to my friends weddings, that is just not cool.  I would feel terrible if I skipped out on an important day in their lives just because I felt awkward being alone. 

SIGH.  I guess there isn't really a point to this post, just me whining about being single.